I been given 2 weeks longer on this project now, i feel so terribly relaxed its hard to even get out of bed in the morning & take myself seriously. I sneak a look out at the world for seconds at a time, now. Esp in the mornings. Its nice & sunny a lot. One evening I walked to the newly renovated park 3 doors up & walked across it. Then i walked back. I wouldn't know what to do if i did have a day off, even doing that little exploratory stroll felt somehow annoyingly pointless. Even tho, u know, almost nothing needs to have a point, really.
Been walking though, as i was prescribed a walk everyday by my new Dr. Thats OK, cos there is a purpose. And getting my knee better is also part of it. The new Dr has since suddenly disappeared to China & is never comin back tho, which i discovered the other day when i tried to make an appointment. Its hard not to have abandonment issues innit, when every Dr you try sucks, & then u find a good one & they die on you, or whatever.
Measured up the mystery subject the other day, went to the house & went thru the embarrassing measuring business, where i get a few measures & then realise i forgot 40 more & then do some more & then do some weird ones & then pull one out of a hat & then do some more & take a ton of photos. I still dunno exactly which measurements i need, though i usually have less than i'd like, when it comes down to it. Maybe i will improve at this with practice.
Some rellies visiting for the next 2 weeks. It kind of neatly removes the spare 2 weeks i have from the original equation doesn't it. Hoping i can do more than that in the end.
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