Feel quite down. Not getting on well with people. Work sucks. I guess when you're working hard on a big project you can ignore everything else & then reality comes back & it doesn't exactly slap you it just erodes you over time. Here it is Wednesday & its taken 3 days for me to wear down to this point. 5 days a week at work is too much. Nothing gets better everything just craps out worse n worse till u get to the weekend then it starts over on monday. The customers suck.
But what really brings me down is i guess the following 3 things...
- all my friends are leaving work & i won't have anybody there to talk to by september
- in a couple weeks it'll be a year since dad died
- i just finished the big sculpture & i'm burned out
So yeah i guess i got some stuff to be down about. but got to try to snap out of it. Its so damn cold though. there was ice on my windscreen this morning. Crikey.
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